realized

love and attention cant buy with money...with stuff..with gadget...
its only pure around us...
no matter i have until now, some pets, a great tv show, a peace bedroom, a netbook, a blackberry, some beautifull shoes, bags and chlothes  even all my friend and one boyfriend, cant break my solitude in this room,

i mean...in my heart, my soul...

even i allways have some tears on my cheek, never get thing or somebody can bring my smile back....
 emptyness...

pathetic...

desperate...

lonelyness....

i never be a part of something...something who missing, something who lovely...something who dream about me....
please God, help me for this situation...dont leave or hate me because im too sentimental person in my life...





i just want to be loved with everybody around me.............
aku hanya ingin...  a  d a.....